introduce yourself

My worst fear, or at least in the Top 5: having to introduce myself in class. I had to do it twice today. It was fairly painless actually, but I still needed to run to the bathroom after and jump up and down and scream to let off the shame and adrenaline, I guess. I just can't deal with people looking at me, especially cute boys. How do I ever make it through a day? I tried to read the Iliad between classes but I can only concentrate for about three words at a time and then my mind wanders. I soothed myself with the new Of Montreal album: . On top of all this, I had a date tonight. I know, a date. He's sweet. A friend of a friend,