the tweaker arts

in the never ending to quest to make my teeth even more yellow, i drink two cups of coffee , a coke, and a cup of tea. i will be beautiful no matter what it takes. riding around in oakland in gil's car is fun. it's like a whole different world. from jack london square to temescal, it's gorgeous and alive. even the gas station is exciting. we eat ice cream and cake at whole foods. he comments on the sexual appeal of every white guy in the store. back in the car, he honks his horn at every white guy walking. i say, that's so miami. at the vibe lounge, i want to dance, but i don't. story of my life. i'm not sick, i'm not sick, i'm not sick. i'm just gay and thin. that doesn't make me tweaker!